I can't figure out where I fit. I'm lost in my own little world and sometimes I wonder if I should just stay there. Most days, I just want to run away from everything. My family, my friends, commitment, failing, so many things I'm afraid of. I want it all to disappear. Hell, I want to disappear. I want to be unattached, free to roam. I want to travel the world and find where I belong. I don't want to pretend I'm happy. I want to do what I want, when I want, without being reprimanded. I don't want to have to force myself to be nice and watch what I say to protect other people's feelings. I'm tired of being shunned for speaking my mind.

I want to lay on a beach somewhere and pretend that nothing else exists.

I want to be honest with you, because it's what you deserve. I want to believe what I say just like you do. I want to be able to sleep through the night for once. I want someone to actually mean it when they say they understand. I don't want sympathy. I don't want pity.

I don't want to be the mess that I actually am. I don't want to hurt anyone, but that doesn't mean I should hurt myself. Happiness isn't something that can be sacrificed for someone else.

I don't know what to do.

Last day of exams.

SUMMER SUMMER SUMMER TIMEE.

ALSO. HOLY MOLEY! VVVVVV Dawwwwwwwwwh.

There is a place where the sidewalk ends.

Listen to the mustn'ts, child, listen to the don'ts.

Listen to the shouldn'ts, the impossibles, the won'ts.

Listen to the never haves, then listen close to me.

Anything can happen child. Anything can be.

By far, my most favorite poem of all time. Someone buy me the whole collection of Shel Silverstein books, please and thank you.

Okay, so.

This may be a tad excessive, whoopsie!

LMFAO. My child.

Part deux.

I'm continuing my last post, kthx.

(619): He asked what my name was on facebook chat. IT SAYS RIGHT THERE. i will never be drunk enough for this guy.

(480): Too bad my thesis topic isn't "defining a hot mess: a study in drinking, smoking and other bad life decisions."

(914): I'm stoned and have been watching so many cartoons that I changed the channel and real people were on, and it scared me

(978): bring money and cleavage

(740): So how many shot glasses of coffee grounds make a pot?

(914): i realized our last day of finals is on cinco de mayo....it's god's way of saying drink ridiculous amounts of tequila and wear sombreros

(651): The lack of pants and amount of productivity in my life right now is amazing.

(903): Just got back from my 9:00 am class to find my roommate soaking her lifesaver gummies in vodka so she can have them for a snack in class later.

(720): so i just calculated it and i would need to score 150% on this final to pass

(402): You are two creepy Justin Bieber quotes away from me not talking to you for the rest of the day (1-402): If I had a pelvic thrust emoticon, I would use it

(402): your ability to fuck hot guys even when you go out in sweats amazes me

(804): when i was ordering pizza, the guy muffled the phone but i could clearly hear him say "its that drunk bitch again"

(585): You tried to tip the paramedic for finding you.

(215): We should never set our expectations higher than pizza bagels cause then our night is bound to get better

(303): just found the land before time on youtube... I'm so fucked for finals

(613): i just went to use the bathroom this morning and I couldn't because there was someone puking in every stall. i'm going to miss the dorms this summer

(773): Defiantly just threw away our yearly bottle collection in front of the campus tour. The school should pay me for recruitment

Fuck yes, JMU.